My internet was down, had to wait for 10 more days for my pay check to arrive and re-active it
So for day 2 I meditated.
After talking with the professor I learned someone else has attempted this before but was unsuccessful so I tried to improve the method and maximize my results. Upon waking up everyday, I would spend 5 minutes and mediate. In my mind I repeat nothing but the word “money” and I associate the word with a pleasant feeling thus generate a positive wave.
Today was the first day, not much significant results.
same meditation but money didn’t just flood in. I have 11 more days to go until my pay check arrive so I was not expecting any extra income to go my way.
Perhaps it is this expectation of not receiving that hinders my mind gathering. I will improve my thinking even further tomorrow.
I paid 35 dollars for gas today.
and spent 1.07 after tax for a twix bar.
My laptop arrived.
I paid 957 at black Friday and it took out about seven days ago I believe?
Still not quite what I had in mind but it is still a form of consumerism acquisition so I decided to include it here.
My mom paid my tuition for me!
I was totally expecting to pay for this on my own but after I asked for a loan because my pay check has not arrived she decided to just pay for it instead.
still not in the form of paper money I had imagined but this is still money.
Maybe I am getting somewhere.
no association with money today.
I went to school, came home, did homework and slept.
I was almost late to professor Barney’s class today so I didn’t have time to meditate.
I paid 2.75 for a pack of bubble gums though.
that’s money lost, not gained.
I’m starting to question the validity of this brain wave again.
Friday, I stayed home.
Didn’t go anywhere. no work, no school.
I meditated extra hard though.
After going out to eat with my friends, Fernando covered our tab.
so basically I got a free meal from him, I love saturdays. However next time or the next next time i’ll have to treat him back some day so I don’t really see this as a money coming my way. Still it is something so i included it.
I worked overtime today. Kaven did not show up so I had to cover his shift. my normal shift on sunday is about 6 and half hours, but today I worked 8.5
that is the money I worked for, not the “free and effortless income” I had imagined though.
I paid another 35 dollars for gas….and 7.89 for combo dish at a Korean BBQ restaruant.
so far I am not having a lot of money swing my way.
Things seem to be more expensive everyday.
Finally got my pay check today. I’ve been restraining my spending. once again this is the money i worked for, and I did not receive a huge amount.
so far it doesn’t seem to be working but according to the book in chapter 6 a reason for failure is because the user does not think positively.
either way, now I can activate my internet and I’ll have it back up by tomorrow.
Today I went home for dinner.
My mother had a tennis match and I went to support her.
Even though she lost she was quite cheerful about it. I saved a little on grocery money but I don’t want to think of my parents as a source of income. Either way, I paid all my utility bills and made a plan for this month’s possible spending. There was a surplus.